Alhamdulillah.
It is 12 days left to the very holy month in which we are really waiting for. In this month, so many Hidayah that we could get as much as possible. In this month, the family bond will be so tight each other. In this month, we can learn so many things which are so beneficial for our lives ahead. This month is called by Education Month which means that in this month, we will be taught how to feel what the poor people feel; however, it does not mean that we should be more likely a poor. We should not eat or drink something from dawn until dusk--maghrib time--within 30 days ( sometimes, it could be 28 or 29 days). Beside that, we should keep our emotion, temper, and anger away because all those things will decrease our merit during fasting.

Unfortunately, i cannoy back home during this month because i have still a class which is still ongoing. However, i cannot back home for celebrating Eid Mubarak as well due to be more concentrating and focusing on the final exam that will be coming soon in August. So sad indeed, i have no idea what i should so in this country without having fasting with my beloved family. But, this is just a matter of time. On the other hand, i consider it as my experience to have fasting time with my friend here despite it is quite awkward really.

i will miss the moments when i was still in Sambas ( my lovely country ) in Ramadhan month so badly. I miss when my aunty and i making some food and drinks such as Ris Soles, Cake, Curry-puff, Coconut ice, Kopyor ice, Syrup ice and many others. You know that, it will be hard or me to be here because i cannot cook due to there is no any household such as pan, cattle, stove, and so on. So, because of that, i have to buy and buy to fulfill my daily necessity. 

It seems that i have to be more patient during this month and i know everything will be beautiful if we can make through by ourselves alone. Just enjoy and live it, because it is hard to find the mment like this after all. You know, the experience is priceless rather than anything. So that is why i do not need to be sad due to be away from my family because i know there will be a time we will be together either in Ramadhan or Eid Mubarak someday.

From now, what i anna do is just do what my mom said to me " it doesnt matter if you will not with us in this Ramadhan, you should concentrate and focus on your study and get scholarship ". Those are the words that i still remember from her. I promise that i will study harder and harder and fulfill your wishes, Insha Allah. Human can only make plans, but only God that could determine after all. I hope that in this Ramadhan, we will be closer to our God, Allah and we can enjoy this Ramadhan until Eid Mubarak without breaking our fasting.

well, i think that is all from me today.
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Assallamu'alaikum :)

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Akbar haqi